I started the evening practically euphoric because people had made pilgrimages to Rochester NY and were lining up to pay tribute to Susan B. Anthony.

And I watched the election routines. I was obsessively refreshing the AP map for Michigan, thinking, "This can't be happening, Washtenaw County hasn't reported its votes yet, Ann Arbor will save us..."

I'm physically in shock. I feel like I've had the flu.

We'll survive this, but I don't know how.