Drinking from a firehose

I wish I knew I'd be able to get the COVID shot. The governor doesn't follow CDC guidelines. He does what he wants. Every time I think I have a good idea then he does something else. What a pain in the ass that man is. I just don't want to lose my chance if it comes up, because I just got the shingles. I'm also worried about getting sick. It's allergy season down here and my cough is back. I don't know if that's going to make the shingles shot worse. I am frustrated. I live in a county that seems to not understand the need to wear a mask. I'm getting tired of being cooped-up and I'm pretty much a homebody. That's ironic. I know I'm not alone, I just don't know what the right decision is. Every thing seems wrong. It doesn't help that I'm still trying to deal with Mom's house. And all the crap that needs to be done and all the crazy isn't making the mourning process any easier. If it's not one thing it's another.