I respect your choice. The first two hours I found very difficult viewing. I found the "humor" icky but what was bothering me more was the constant belittling of the writers and the crew members. I've worked in a much less hostile environment some 30 years ago and I'm still not over it.

I found the next two hours easier to watch and that made me worry about my own psychology and ethics as I kept wanting to know the details of what was done to Bell. I spent some time Googling him afterwards and can clearly see that what he went through is having life-long repercussions. And wonder what can be done to help him because I think he needs some.